I see it. So many inhibitions preventing me from reaching it. I can see it, I know it is there. But I can't quite hit that final note. It hurts so much. It is so frustrating.
Sometimes I just feel hopeless, like there is nothing out there that can help me. No one out there that can understand me.
No one out there that can just listen, and make me feel important.
I feel so isolated.
I don't feel motivated to get out of bed. The only motivation I have is getting out of here. That is not quite enough.
There is no passion burning deeply in the root of my heart. There is nothing here for me. There is nothing worth being here for.
I always feel displaced, out of place. This is not my path, this is not the way of life that I want to live.
This was an ugly post.
Until next time...
Elton John - Your Song